Long Week...

Sorry i haven't posted in a w a few days. I have a long week. my uncle was killed overseas in Iraq. the funeral was yesterday. So long week for me. Anyways this guy Marko..uhhhh i dunno. Its hard because i feel so much for him. But he has been burned in the past so he is more cautious than i am. Which i understand completely. At the same time i just wish he trusted it more. But oh well no worries. It will all work out. And 311 is getting to close its giving me butterflies:] So this is the first time i have ever had feelings like this about a man. It hard to explain how it feels. Its like i day dream all day. I dunno I'm just being crazy i guess. He gives me butterflies and i love every second of it. I guess that's what its about. Ahhhh. I know i am young and I'm being naive. But its just so hard not to with him. I dint get it.

TGIF

Its finally Friday. i don't have to work today so that's a plus. I do have lots of things to do though. Hopefully i will be able to go to the beach today. So here is something maybe you can help me with. If you have never been in love before or fallen for someone. How do you know when you have? Is it something you just know? Just some random thoughts there. I'm getting very excited about this concert I'm going to with Marko. It should be amazingly fun. Oh i ma going to do the Relay For Life today. The Starbucks i work at participates in it every year. We go in shifts and a couple of us stay the whole time. Its a bunch of fun and i encourage you to get involved. If you don't already know its a walk in remembrance on Breast Cancer survivors and the ones who lost their lives too. So i have to go there at some point today. Well I'm going to start my day now. Talk to you later.

Michele♥

The Haunting in Connecticut and a Bad Phone Call

So i said i would come back and tell you about the movie i saw lastnight The Haunting in Connecticut. Well it was suprisingly a pretty ok movie. I got scared a few times which was the intentions of them movie. So job well done. The reaons im just now updating is because as soon as i got out of the movie i got a phone call from work. Ughhh why did i have to answer it? As soon as i did i knew i would be going to work that night on my day off. So the person on the other end was a manager, like myself. She did the whole ohhh im sick blahhh blah blahh. So i went in and worked. When i got home last ngiht i laid in bed and thought. Why do i always say yes? Why do i always cover for other people. I decided im not going to do it anymore. Well that was my night. Today was a bit better i talked to Marko for a little while. We complained about work to each other. Then it happened. I felt butterflies in my stomach...butterflies? Haha i am starting to like this Marko quite a bit. Maybe too much but its ok im gonna go with the flow and see where it takes me, and him. Now im doing some research and thinking. Thinking about how badly i want to go to Africa right now and help people. That is what i truely want to do. Well im off for now. Ill be back later to write more. Talk to you later.

Michele♥

Rain Rain Go Away.

Today is a rainy day. It rained all night and its still raining. Ughhh i could be at the beach. I have no work today only a class later to consider. So around 11 30ish last night i got on my AOL instant messenger and got an IM from this Marko guy. It was a nice little suprise. We talked for a little while about our concert plans and my plans for shool next year. I will be transfering colleges next spring. ANd i have yet to decide where i'll be going. It will either be in central Florida or on the West coast of Florida. Well im just going to put that decisions off for now. Until i absolutly have to choose. Anyways this rain is beggining to ruin my plans of tanning all day. I guess thats Florida for ya, sunshine one minute and rain the next. So this book i started writing could use some work i guess. I have written 5,000 words so far. Its about a girl who has some addictions and shes trying to find her way in the world. Its pretty good so far, i think. I haven't had the issue of writers block yet. I just sit and the words pour out of my mind. Im hoping this blog will help me work on my writing and meet new people. Learn new things i suppose too. I just got a phone call from a friend and i guess i just made plans to go see a movie with her. We are going to see that movie "A Haunting In Conneticut". I don't know if it is worth the money or not. But i will inform you when we get back. Im off now to go for a run then get ready for this movie adventure. Talk to you later

Michele♥