Long Week...

Sorry i haven't posted in a w a few days. I have a long week. my uncle was killed overseas in Iraq. the funeral was yesterday. So long week for me. Anyways this guy Marko..uhhhh i dunno. Its hard because i feel so much for him. But he has been burned in the past so he is more cautious than i am. Which i understand completely. At the same time i just wish he trusted it more. But oh well no worries. It will all work out. And 311 is getting to close its giving me butterflies:] So this is the first time i have ever had feelings like this about a man. It hard to explain how it feels. Its like i day dream all day. I dunno I'm just being crazy i guess. He gives me butterflies and i love every second of it. I guess that's what its about. Ahhhh. I know i am young and I'm being naive. But its just so hard not to with him. I dint get it.